َالسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ 

As believers we keep on striving in the way of Allaah if He wills. If we do slip up in deen then we must pick ourselves up again & continue to strive in His way with love, hope, & fear residing in our heart always. Allaah is sufficient for us, so seek your pleasure in Him while continuing to place your trust in Him alone always. Remember, whoever fears Allaah He will provide for you from sources that which you could not even imagine.

Allaah says; O ‘Ibadi (My slaves) who have transgressed against themselves (by committing evil deeds and sins)! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah, verily, Allaah forgives all sins. Truly, He is Oft‑Forgiving, Most Merciful.” [39:53] 

Every soul will taste the death, & only you will be paid in full your reward on the Day of the Resurrection. Whoever is drawn away from the Fire & admitted to Paradise then surely he is successful. And not is the life of the...